Had a talk with my mom today. It’s not actually talk-talk. As I have mentioned in my previous posts, I have a really hard time talking face to face about my dating relationship with my parents. I’ve found a solution for how to talk things out with my mom. BBM.
After what I might consider a long “talk”, I finally understood why dad and her had been guarding me in the last few weeks. I am really sorry that I made dad and her worried. I have no intention to make them worry about me.
“.. you are my precious jewel, I don’t want anything bad happen to you.”
Those words she said made me sobbed. As a young adult, I feel that I have the responsibility to make my parents happy, especially my mom. I love her so much it hurts. I am sorry that I can be a handful sometimes and you still have the time to think about me, my future and my choices in life despite there’s already a lot of things that are on your mind. I am sorry that I can’t be a more thoughtful daughter that you deserve.
I am crying while writing this post. I am crying because I made you cry, mom. And you so don’t deserve that. I love you so much, mom. I love you so much it hurts…