For those people out there reading my blog (if there is any. I’m still not sure whether there are anyone reading my post), finally! An update! It’s been a month or more since the last time I wrote. Cause life’s been pretty flat. Since I’m writing something right now, it means something surely happened.
For starters, a month from now I’ll be starting my university at China. I am so hyped! Not only because that my boyfriend is coming too, but I get to start a new life and experience a new adventure.
Second, Cory Monteith just passed away. I am not a very big fan of him but I am deeply hurt about his death. I just can’t imagine what his family had to go through, especially Lea Michele. Seeing her picture standing next to his coffin crying just breaks my heart. Deep condolence to his family, friends, gleeks and Lea Michele. May he rest in peace above.
Third, one of my close friends has an eating disorder. Bulimia. I don’t know how she manage to get this illness. As far as I know she has been eating really well before I quit school. She’s not eating anything and if she does, she’ll puke everything out. She is not fat! No one ever calls her fat. She is very petite and I just can’t process this whole thing in my mind.
But I did some research on how to cure bulimia and what causes it. After reading several web pages about it, found out that bulimia is caused not only by the distorted belief that being thin will make one happy, but also a low self-esteem. They need encouragement, love and care. I understand why she got it now. She always have a low self-esteem about herself and my friends and I are trying to make her change her perspective of her body and also about eating healthily.
To everyone out there, you are beautiful no matter what. Be confident about yourself.